Saturday, April 25, 2015

I gave you each other

Do better, be better give better .... honor my loving sacrifices that I would do again and again. ... Just to be you're momma. I'm not perfect.  I'm a mess. But you're. .. You're my always.  Never forget that.  You are my breath, my trophies, my loves when you realize I might be human I might bleed and feel. Don't!  Because I have everything.
Been loved by those that needed me when they needed me. Isn't that what I was here for? Each of you.

   You.... I was told would not be born. Then, shouldn't have... what kind of Mother would I be? 
Instead, medicinal people were wrong. My own people were wrong.   You each gave ME life.  For that. ..I expect unconditional love, not to me. . To each other. ... Forgiveness when you think you shouldn't.  Mostly. .. To know when each of you think your alone you're Not dammit! You might think I'm not there. ...I am. Pick up a phone. .. Then the one being called.  Answer!  Nmw always. Teach it,own it, live it.
For those that don't want to feel what you're feeling.  That's OK too.   NMW to each other.
Momma